Loving my Enemy

Loving my Enemy
Epiphany 7; Luke 6:27-38
To call that man my enemy
would seem too strong a claim,
yet still I feel unloving,
remembering his name.

A bully in the workplace
the three of us agreed.
It’s fifteen years behind me,
and still I am not freed.

One dived into a bottle,
one left for pastures green.
I plodded on, diminished,
with wounds that felt unclean.

I never learnt to stand there
and turn the other cheek,
though fight and flight had failed me,
and tears and fears seemed weak.

So Jesus, though your teaching
could truly set me free,
and keep the world from warfare,
how hard it seems to be!

I try to understand him,
his hidden hurt and strain.
I see the need for loving,
but anger clings to pain.

The secret of forgiveness –
“They know not what they do!” –
is born of such deep loving
it can make all things new.

I pray to want renewal:
undo this knot within,
so I look back unflinching,
and let your love flow in.
	Barbara Messner 15/02/2022

Blessings and Woes

Blessings and Woes
Epiphany 6; Luke 6:17-26
Confront us with the mystery
that blessing graces misery
while fortune loads the dice for woe!
Our poverty can strip away
the gilded idols of our day,
while wealth can stifle what might grow.

Our hunger seeks out nourishment
and hungry souls will be content
with nothing short of Spirit source,
but bellies filled beyond excess
find illness shows them more is less,
and vacant souls have no recourse.

Our grieving can unveil the heart,
and though we painfully depart,
our journey opens us to joy,
while those who mock and laugh and play
will blunder on their merry way
to face the depths that can destroy.

There’s blessing in rejection too:
the hateful words they hurl at you
bounce off the Word that God reveals,
while those who pay the price of fame
risk losing their God-given name,
seduced by flattering appeals.
	Barbara Messner 8/02/2022

Fishing and Following

Fishing and Following
Epiphany 5; Luke 5 1-11
Lord, don’t forsake the work of your own hands!
Like Simon, we have laboured in the dark,
then washed our empty nets upon the sands.
Our sense of failure leaves a hurtful mark.
Can we, like Simon, weary as we are,
set out again a little way from shore,
and face whoever comes from near or far,
and let the Word stir up our hidden core?
If Christ then bids us sail to probe the deep,
can we do as he says, although we doubt
that there is any bounty there to reap?
And might we find more than we dare draw out?
And once we hold abundance in our hands,
what if he says, “Leave all upon the sands?”
	Barbara Messner 1/02/2022

Hometown Rejection

Hometown Rejection
Epiphany 4; Luke 4:21-30
They drove him out and pushed him to the brink,
so keen were they to shake him from the height
of vision that he claimed, to see him shrink
back to the mundane faith that they deemed right.
He did not think of ways he might placate,
but named the pettiness of their demand
that wanted wonders served them on a plate,
but would not see his right to such command.
His quotes from Scripture further stoked their rage.
he showed the narrowness of local pride:
how prophets worked beyond the self-made cage
of race or clan, for miracles are wide.
They thought the threat of death might win the day;
he passed among them and went on his way.
	Barbara Messner 25/01/2022

Desolation, Consolation, Desolation

Desolation, Consolation, Desolation
Epiphany 3; Luke 4:1-30
Filled by the Spirit, he is teaching,
honed by harsh tests and raw beseeching.
Fame after wilderness temptation:
consolation follows desolation.

Look, how that cycle gets inverted –
those who admired him still deserted.
Praised by the people and invited,
he sees how soon is wrath ignited.

Reading Isaiah, he is feeling
he is the one to bring them healing.
This they reject – he’s just a local!
How could he dare to be so vocal!

He claims that he’s the one anointed,
there in the midst of those appointed.
Synagogue leaders stand affronted!
He’s not the preacher they had wanted!

How dare he claim to be God’s servant
in words so challenging and fervent!
“Scripture fulfilled within our hearing?”
Let’s set about his disappearing!
	Barbara Messner 19/01/2022

Transformation Time

Transformation Time
Epiphany 2; John 2:1-11
Sometimes, like Mary at the wedding feast,
I see a need in those for whom I care,
and point it out to God, hoping at least,
if I dare ask, the cupboard won’t stay bare.
Like Jesus, God might say, “Now what concern
is that for you or me? It’s not my hour.”
Oh, let me love like Mary; let me learn
a patience that still hopes for grace to shower.
“Do what he tells you,” Mary dared to say,
and they put water in and drew out wine.
The steward thought it strange at end of day
to offer drunken guests a drink so fine.
At transformation time, one task is mine –
to draw the water, trusting in the wine.
	Barbara Messner 13/01/2022

Song for Epiphany

Song for Epiphany
Matthew 2:1-12 (written to fit the Irish traditional tune Columcille, as arranged by John Bell, Iona Community, for his song No wind at the window, Together in Song 287)
What star can I follow
to kneel in that place?
How far will I journey?
What doubts dare erase?
And if I can find him
what vision might glow?
What fulfilment? What belonging?
To be known and to know?

Though traps of the powerful
might lure me astray,
the star at my heart’s core
will show me the way.
My arrival is joyful,
my homage sincere.
Are there gifts for me to offer?
I have little, I fear.

But giving that little,
I find there is more:
all learnt from the past now
becomes a fresh store.
What I thought was failure
is now a resource.
There is nothing that is wasted
when renewed at the source.

Returning, I follow
a dream-guided way,
and see the familiar
become a new day.
Though far I have travelled,
I know he is near,
and my gifts and search for wisdom
will in him become clear.
	Barbara Messner 5/01/2022

Christmas Here and Now

No new poems this week – I’ve taken a couple of weeks off, coping with the delights and stresses of fostering the greyhound we hope to adopt, Misty. So I’m posting some Christmas poems from the past, this one from last year.

Christmas Here and Now
Precarious - our lives in covid’s wake:
decisions jolt and shake like quaking earth.
We flinch, like Mary who must undertake
a cold and lengthy journey close to birth.

Here work is lost, domestic violence flares,
while changing rules add burdens to our backs, 
but think of riding with the weight she bears,
while he leaves work that might have paid the tax.

Here some will lose a business or a home,
while she is homeless when her pains begin:
such consequences do not trouble Rome, 
while now the greater good must hedge us in.

It’s here we find God with us, not to take
us out of what we suffer, but to be
beside us in the heedless mess we make,
and in the dark to hold yet set us free.

So Mary who said “Yes” to bearing God
is inspiration as we try to birth the Word
in places where our rituals seem odd,
our depths of meaning treated as absurd.

Perhaps, as faith roams homeless, we are drawn
to find our kinship with each weary beast:
as creatures, see Creator’s presence born
among those burdened, treated as the least.

For Jesus is not cradled like a king,
but sleeps on straw where animals are fed,
and though perhaps he hears the angels sing,
he suffers and is numbered with the dead.

Creation bleeds when humans fail to see
that exploitation brings us to the brink,
and greed and power will never let us be
impervious to loss as we might think.

The one who sets aside all claims to power,
and dares to walk in vulnerability,
as we must too, to face his final hour,
is here and now what transformed lives might be.
		Barbara Messner 22/12/20 

The Word of God and the Wisdom of God

The Word of God and the Wisdom of God
Christmas: John 1:1-14, Hebrews 1:1-4
The prophets wrote: “Thus says the Lord.”
The price they paid to share God’s word
was more than we would dare afford,
but they must speak, ignored or heard.
What was it like to be God’s Word –
a living challenge to our ways,
a voice of love that seems absurd
amidst our spite and power plays?

A word has an uneasy fate,
as meaning shifts to suit our ends.
The longing to communicate
grows dazed around too many bends.
Yet God still takes the risk to be
a word immersed in human minds.
We read, but can we learn to see
beyond the certainty that blinds?

For what we humans think we know
is meagre, warped or second hand.
God’s word is small, takes time to grow,
like baby practising to stand.
Before the Word takes form within
it seems like babble in our ears.
We turn away to block the din
of cries of hunger, pain and fears.

But when the Word begins to speak
a resonance becomes a call
in all who stumble on to seek
a wisdom that can lift the pall
of anxious, meaningless non-life.
That Word stirs insight, frees the soul,
makes peace amidst chaotic strife,
and sings with joy in being whole.
	Barbara Messner 22/12/2021

Elizabeth Greeting Mary

Elizabeth Greeting Mary
Advent 4; Luke 1:39-45
I call her blessed, and so it seems am I,
with new life growing in a womb long bare,
and though as victims both our sons might die,
their purpose justifies the risks they’ll share.
A fearless prophet waits to leave my thighs,
the one who’ll dare to shout “Prepare the way,”
while from my cousin’s angel blessed surprise
comes one who’ll bear the light of God’s new day.
The Spirit stirs when we two mothers meet:
we sense we bear the gifts that others need.
My baby leaps for joy; my life’s complete,
and in fulfillment, power to bless is freed.
God’s word comes pouring through us as we praise –
two women prophets, eloquent, ablaze.
	Barbara Messner 17/12/2021