Season Break One day, windy in mid-autumn, the bush was wild in flail of fall. Dead leaves sacrificed to drought skittered and whirled across the road, and hills were blurred with dust and smoke. I felt the threat and promise of change in ragged clouds and restless wind. Old farmers here say season break comes after Anzac Day, memorial to the cost and tragedy of war. This time we know new floods of tears and anger flow for the Ukraine, as brutal power, immune to human pain, is causing blood to soak the earth again. The workers may have paused for Easter break, but did they recognize Christ’s pain and promise, or look for signs of fresh growth after storms, as green shoots rise among the littered leaves? Here farmers sowed in hopes of inundation, and we have sung the songs of resurrection. O let the Spirit come and shake the walls, and lend us tongues of fire to stir the nations. Barbara Messner 7/05/2022
Tell Us Plainly
Tell us Plainly Easter 4; John 10:22-30 There’s some who want a label, clearly stated, so they can judge and file this case away. The evidence of deeds is under rated, and mystery ignored on every day. If Jesus said, “For sure, I’m God’s Messiah!” they’d call it blasphemy and want him dead, dismiss him as deluded or a liar, and heap their scorn upon his thorn-bound head. For Word made flesh, we have selective hearing: we know him if we recognize his voice, but how, amidst the doom-sayers we’re fearing, can people tune their ears to make that choice? Believing grows with willingness to follow, for truth is pilgrimage and facts are hollow. Barbara Messner 4/05/2022
Breakfast on Shifting Sand
Today my long service leave ended and I am officially retired. I have been feeling rather raw all week, wanting to pull the blankets over my head, or some such equivalent of going fishing! As I woke up today this poem started to come to me.
Breakfast on Shifting Sand Easter 3: John 21:1-19 Like Peter – raw – I cover too before I leap and swim to you. Whatever stripped me in the night would surely draw your probing sight, and after breakfast on the shore your questions search me to the core. Though I’ve denied, my love is strong – Give me your trust, let me belong. I felt so weak I had to weep, yet I was called to feed your sheep, and for your sake I sought the source, and tended flocks and stayed the course. I know that when I heed your voice I draw in more than at my choice. As I grow old, what comes to me? I fear the time I won’t be free to do what I might long to do, but still in love I’ll follow you. Barbara Messner 1/05/2022
Saul on the Road to Damascus
Saul on the Road to Damascus
Easter 3; Acts 9:1-20
There vision failed him and his old self died.
“Why do you persecute me, Saul?” Christ said.
His zeal, thrown in the dust, will rise again,
devoted to the work of Christ instead.
Simply awesome, isn’t it:
when one so sure of being right
sees mystery increased?
Here’s new life strange as any myth
where gold, we’re told, is spun from straw,
and love transforms the beast.
The risen Christ has overturned Paul’s world
as though the earth had shifted in its place.
His prior learning came to seem a shape
reflected dimly, now seen face to face.
Simply awesome, isn’t it:
as though magnetic north has flipped
and compasses turned round?
Here’s new life strange as under sea
with creatures dancing in the deep
to whale song so profound.
Free now to be Christ’s fool, he changed his name
from Saul to Paul, and re-assessed his pride
to boast of weakness partnered with Christ’s strength.
Now faith not law will see him justified.
Simply awesome, isn’t it:
how dry dead seed that’s lost in earth
can spring up to the skies?
Here’s new life strange as prophecy,
for male or female, slave or free
are equal in Christ’s eyes.
Paul spoke to one and all of life transformed:
how sight was lost in light and then restored.
His tunnel vision opened to the one
he once despised, who now became his Lord.
Simply awesome, isn’t it:
that Christ should love this enemy
and call him to new birth?
Here’s new life hard as labour pains,
as all creation groans to bring
new heaven and new earth.
Barbara Messner c. 2014 revised 2019, 2022
Encountering the Risen Christ
Encountering the Risen Christ Easter 2; John 20:11-31 Mary’s tears fell in the garden. Someone said, “Whom are you seeking?” Mary thought he was the gardener: deeper truth in that was speaking. When he called her name, she knew him, rose, commissioned at his bidding as apostle to apostles, though her culture was forbidding. Jesus came to those in hiding, breathed on them the new creation, gift of peace and Holy Spirit, sent them out in fresh elation. Absent Thomas, locked in grieving, spurned their joy and their insisting. Jesus showed his wounds, said: “Touch them!” Thomas cried - no more resisting! So when I am locked in darkness, cannot recognize you, risen, come to me and name and call me, set me free from self-made prison. Show your wounds and bid me touch them, so I share the pain of caring. Breathe in me new life and spirit, peace that gives me strength for daring. Barbara Messner 19/04/2022
Good Friday Sonnet
Good Friday Sonnet Suspended on the cross, he lived the death that looms before us all upon a hill. We all must face the halting of our breath, the mortal muscles of our heart will still. Is this the prospect cringing in our breast that makes us all complicit in the kill, resenting limits keeping life compressed, while God is bounded only by God’s will? We mortals want to bring the boundless down to meet us in the tragedy we share, not seeing that that bird’s already flown – God chose to die to meet us where we are. Forgiving of our human spite, Christ died with open arms to keep the heavens wide. Barbara Messner Easter 2018
Palm Sunday 2022
Palm Sunday 2022 Luke 19:28-44 Fickle as then this lusting crowd, equally hot for crown or cross, keen to humiliate the proud, or idolize the gilded dross. Silent you ride as shouts grow loud, chanting acclaim while you face loss. Yet without words the stones cry out, and without hands the branches wave. Deaf to such witness, walled in doubt, we leave you lonely in the grave. Though you lament, we go without things that make peace and hopes that save. Time to call out in glad surprise: “God’s visitation comes our way!” Pray for fresh eyes that won’t despise, cleansed of display and techno play. World weary souls might recognize life can arise from tombs of clay. Barbara Messner 4/04/2022
The Sacrament of Anointing Jesus
The Sacrament of Anointing Jesus Lent 5; John 12: 1-8 In every gospel such a one appears: a woman who anoints his feet or head, prophetic, or contrite with heartfelt tears, or grateful for one risen from the dead. So intimate, extravagant and brave, expressing love in that embodied way: compassion that prepared him for the grave, with touch more eloquent than words can say! When Mary poured the nard upon his feet, and knelt to wipe them gently with her hair, the perfume of that sacrament stays sweet. In gospel women, we find strength to bear those times and places where we are not free to take due place in life and ministry. Barbara Messner 30/03/2022
The Prodigal Son and the Petty One
The Prodigal Son and the Petty One Lent 4; Luke 15:11-32 Jesus still speaks to our time and our weakness: some of us spending what might have sustained us, others resenting remaining in meekness, stuck in the limits of work that restrained us. Some of us leave seeking fields that seem greener, following whims and indulging our senses. Some of us stay, growing thwarted and meaner, tending our anger and spiking the fences. Some then return from an alien nation, where in pursuit of our passions we wandered. Others take pride in determined privation, mocking the ones who have floundered and squandered. Father, you wait for us all open hearted: those who turn back, hungry, humbled, repenting, those who in bitterness blame the departed, righteous, refusing rejoicing, and venting. Those lost and strayed you will welcome to living. Those in whom faithfulness soured in persisting you will affirm, and encourage in giving, showing life loved is much more than existing. Barbara Messner 23/03/2022